Author: garciaaxel dot-org
Lie
I won’t write you another letter
Nor think of your face
I’ll scrub away the scent of you
Off of me
I’ll replace you with another
Take her out to dinner
Romance her in ways divine
I’ll even smile, laugh at her jokes
And have a drink or two
Just like you used to do…
And tell myself
That I’m over you
That the strands of our connection
Are now broken
And the universe
Listened to my cries
Of wanting you out of my soul
I’ll hit the gym
Sweat like there’s no tomorrow
And ache something awful the next day
And as I lay there in pain
I’ll say…
Doesn’t it feel great to move on?
Doesn’t the air feel lighter
Away from your gravity
Isn’t it quieter?
I’m surely at peace…
I’ll stare at my mirror
Who knows me so well
And reflects the liar
I’ve become…
Over It!
Final Words
L.O.V.E
Left her glorious toxicant in me
Oh how I prayed that it wouldn’t linger
Visitor of adorned degrees
Evermore punctured by its stinger
copyright ©Axel Garcia
Miss You
As midnight approaches my heart feels heavy with the realization that it’s been two years since my fathers passing. My world will never be the same, and I pray that you have found rest alongside the almighty. I hope that my prayers reach you and that you know that I love you. Thank you Pop for everything, I miss you.
Wisdom
Quote
“I may walk slower, but I’ll never walk backwards.”
Jesters Throne
Hours I spent Waiting on you to love me in return
To give a sign of peace
To let me know all was good
I scratched out a part of my heart
To give to you
If only you had the time
To accept it
But I understand
I wasn’t top on your list
Playthings
Don’t get priority
But I sure did play that role well
Didn’t I…
I remember the anticipation
Of just your call
I only wanted to hear
That you would renounce the world
For me
Yet I sat alone
On the jesters throne
Where I learned that a house does not make a home
But tomorrow does announce itself
To the hiders of emotion
Where what we cover
Forces it’s way to the light
So
I await today’s end.
copyright ©Axel Garcia





