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Category: Poetry
Honored
The Fall
Oh how this fall wind
Reminds me of you
Cold and pungent with dew
Veiled by passing clouds
You conceal what is to be
And keep me foolishly guessing
Thawing away morning chills
With afternoon warmth
Only to descend to record lows
With the setting of the sun
L.O.V.E
Left her glorious toxicant in me
Oh how I prayed that it wouldn’t linger
Visitor of adorned degrees
Evermore punctured by its stinger
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Goodbye
I wish to touch you again
But fear this damage we’ve done
I love enough
To relinquish tarnishing you
And pray you grow as you should
For to pick a rose from the ground
Only ends its life
I shall cease doing so
May waters from another’s heaven
Bring you growth
And nurture your petals
And soils on which you stand
Build foundation in your world
I walk away with your scent
Memories of your texture
On my fingers
The ones that you let go of
I will forever understand
The act of letting go
And with these words
My final goodbye
The Disciple
Lamentable how I idolized you
Sort of worship your ways
Wanted to emulate speech patterns
So bad, I’d forget the sound of my voice
Words you spewed became laws
And I enforced them defiantly on myself
Til scars became stronger than flesh
I detested my reality
Cause yours was truth… Wasn’t it?…
Wouldn’t chew until you sat and ate
No need to say grace in your presence
God couldn’t hold a candle next to you
And Satan trembled at the mention of your name
I became a disciple
Renouncing self
Removing attachment and possession
Sun rising and setting for you
I was foolishly happy
Lost but found
Where others would try to stifle your actions
I’d brush it off with zeal
For the epitome of beauty and truth you were
Weren’t you?
I crawled like believers in Tibet
To reach your throne
Only to be dispatched away
Leaving me like most that follow
And hold faith
Crumpled in submission
I claimed me
Absent from your tyranny
I regenerated self
The instrument of perception guided
And I danced in its example
Where eyes opened
And acceptance ensued
Though alone I finally felt repose.
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Eternal
Eternal
Lover
You have been mine since your conception
If only you’d have known
My futile search was in vain
My patience tested
For what is to be shall always find its way
I pray
You can forgive my foolish errs
And grant me forever by your side
Battle ready
Our love has endured much
I lay down my arms now beloved
And surrender
The moment you said “I do”
The God smiled upon us
Knighted I felt among your royalty
Entering into this communion
Your kiss the last I shall taste
For I am yours
Eternal
Censor Me
Do not censor me
For My tongue won’t lie on the day of judgement
No matter your persecution
I entered this realm alone
And shall return the same
The lashings on my back from your torment
Will heal into a beautiful design
A lifeline to my future seeds
Who will call upon in need
My fist will still rise up
Even with shoulder crushed
And a cross bearing it’s nails
It will be the ones who came before
Who will lift me
And mount my soul on its throne
And with open cowry shells speak letters
Defining the past present and what’s to come
Life burning like a mystical dragon
Through the spirit of my spirit
No don’t you dare stop my indigenous teachings
Do not try to subdue me
With a false idol that fits your controlling ways
Docile for too long
I fight back with an embraced truth
No don’t you dare censor me
I Made A Wish
I wish we had happily ever after
That there was no need for getting up and going to a job
That what we held was suffice to feed our bellies
And pay the bills
The ones that strangle the oxygen out of our kisses
I wish we had time to just hold hands
And that nightfall didn’t close my eyes
That deprivation of sleep was replaced with the energy of our chemical combustion
I so wish in the fairy tale
That one day children would read about this love
And memorize the lines we spoke to each other
That statues were erected to honor us
And millions would begin a pilgrimage to it
I made a wish my dear…
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